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#selfship#selfshipping#self ship#self shipping#self insert x canon#canon x self insert#bugbo#bugbo series#why not. why shouldn’t i be a problem.#drawings#technically#THIS TOOK ME TWO HOURS. FUCKING HELP. HELLPPPP#screaming out the window like the grandma in steamed hams#(IBIS PAINT USER)#((HAS TO SELECT EACH PART OF THE BOX AND BUT RIGS ONE BY ONE))#(((FOR BOTH FUCKING PERSPECTIVES)))#anyways#yippee! happy pride month. does this count#🛸unidentified flying bug🛸
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In which Ford struggles so badly to relate to other people that he wonders if he’s really human at all. The more isolated he becomes, the harder it is to reconcile with his own humanity.
#my art#gravity falls#Stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#comic#eye strain#TIME TO DUMP EVERY ONE OF THE 27483949 THOUGHTS IVE HAD INTO THE TAGS BABY#OK!! SO!!!!#I feel like Ford would wonder why he and Stan (being identical twins) aren’t. yk. identical. shouldn’t Stan have polydactyly too?#as a kid he would dream about secretly being nonhuman and being whisked away to a fantastical world full of people like him#finally free of new jersey‚ finally somewhere he belongs#a lot of this disconnect from humanity came from utterly failing at social interactions while others (including stan) navigated them easily#the feeling waned after Stan was kicked out and he didn't have that direct comparison but it never left#then out in the wilderness of gravity falls‚ his isolation and immersion in Weirdness dragged it back up to the forefront#he deserves to have a breakdown over questioning his own nature. as a treat <3#color symbolism time bc I have a problem and use it at every available moment!!! blue and yellow get more vivid#the further from humanity the subject is#bill is entirely made w pure rgb blue and yellow (+ approximately 2674835 textures/layers/blending modes. I reached 150+ layers. help)#I like the idea that he would appear to ford like pure math considering hes a geometrical motherfucker and how the rest of the mindscape wa#I tried to mostly use trigonometry and related stuff for the Math Greebling. as well as fractals i love you forever fractals#MORE SYMBOLISM:#the grid-ish diamond pattern in all of the mindscape bgs (and elsewhere) is a penrose diagram of spacetime#which shows other universes on the other sides of black holes#SOMEONE ASK ME ABOUT MY EUCLYDIA HEADCANON LATER. IVE DUMPED ENOUGH DUMB HCS IN THESE TAGS ALREADY#BUT I THINK ITS VERY FUN#anyways. fuckt up guys n their egos influencing how they view humanity. bill tells ford hes as human as they come bc he was so easily foole#ford cant reconcile with his humanity bc of a failure to perform in one area#and then the immense guilt and shame over what hes done <3#I have So many ford characterization thoughts. no man nor god can stop me
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~ made another magic au Kirby drawing this is mostly about Sword and Blade :D🌊💎🔥I also wanted to draw the GSA members again xD🌟like the GSA members, Sword and Blade have magic too but they receive theirs at a certain temples of some sorts while the GSA members learnt theirs on their own ^^
💫Sword Knight has water magic and can create magic water wings like Sir Dragato’s. Unlike Dragato, Sword can turn himself invisible with his water magic while Dragato can’t. He’s more calm than Blade Knight and takes stuff more seriously than him, he’s the one who avoids getting himself into trouble.
🌟Blade Knight has fire magic and create fiery wings just like Sir Falspar’s. His hair can sometime change color depending on his feelings. Blade is a bit sassy he can tease Sword for absolutely no reason it’s funny xD sometimes he gets himself into trouble. He and Mace Knight sometimes even hoard hide food in the battleship Halberd all for themselves and this makes Captain Vul mad xD
#my art#sydney’s art#kirby#kirby fanart#meta knight#digital art#artists on tumblr#art#sir arthur kirby#sir nonsurat#sir dragato#sir falspar#sword knight#blade knight#hoshii no kaabii#kirby kirby kirby#kirby right back at ya#krbay#i try headcanon arts and that makes me happy but I don’t feel happy I feel like my art is a mistake and shouldn’t exist#idk why I’m so hard on myself#i don’t think i’m okay#i try to make myself happy I can’t my art is always a flop maybe my art style is the problem
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You know what I find so funny? That I’ve come across a lot of people on TikTok that have something against this one account that posts pjo content. I do too, I mean I got into an argument with them because they kept saying percabeth is strained because annabeth made Percy feel suicidal. And I ended up blocking them because they made a story saying that percabeth shippers need to calm down in their comment section because we’re crazy or something like that. And I just wanted to scream like this isn’t because you don’t ship percabeth, it’s because you constantly bash annabeth, unintentionally but prominently make Percy this stupid victim that can’t feel for himself, and think pereyna and Perachel had better development (not to bash pereyna or Perachel shippers, but in canon, this is just obviously not true). And I thought I was the only one who had something against this person but now people are speaking up about it I guess and I think it’s so funny because I’ve BEEN having problems with them.
#anyways#thanks for reading my rant#I didn’t name this person but their username still haunts me#I won’t get into an argument if you don’t ship percabeth or if you don’t like Annabeth#but when you misinterpret evrrything(*cough cough* make things up) just to feel validated for hating her then we got a problem#because at the same time you��re mischaracterizing Percy so much#and it’s like youre really contradicting yourself by saying he deserved better but then blatantly not understanding his character#like no you shouldn’t be talking about knowing what a character needs when you clearly didn’t even understand the character at all#sorry#the rage from the argument I had with them came back to me#pjo#percy jackson#percy jackson and the olympians#annabeth chase#heroes of olympus#hoo#anti annabeth antis#anti percabeth antis#you can not ship it but being anti it??#get away from me#antis ruin the vibe#percabeth#anti annabeth bashing#rant#pjo rant#pjo tiktok#there’s also this other creator on tt that has millions of followers but has made so many videos explaining how Annabeth is the weakest#and not powerful#and it’s like why are you so eager and loud about sharing that and letting everyone know that#like duh she has no powers but he constantly brings it up and it got annoying
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Is being critical of Sabine’s force sensitivity ‘gatekeeping’ the force or it is about how it undermines the established magic system and was not well written?
I’ll give you a clue it’s the second one.
#Ahsoka critical#saw a post about this and I absolutely value the sentiment that the force shouldn’t be ‘gatekept’ BUT#as a writer I cannot abide by the execution#the character arc was not set up or executed effectively#if it had been foreshadowed ok#if it had been better executed maybe#but ultimately the mandalorian identity is integral to her character and the change would take a lot of writing work#can be done but yeah it’s drastic#as Brandon Sanderson would say:#“a writers ability to solve problems by magic is directly proportional to how well the reader understands said magic”#quoted off the top of my head but yeah#taught my 8yr old sister this recently#she gets it#filoni why’s it so hard for u huh#Star Wars critical#pro jedi#bc I like these guys#ahsoka series#Star Wars#do I dare tag Star Wars? yes I do
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leftist: kamala said she would continue aiding israel and allow the “war” (genocide) in gaza to continue. she also promised to be harsher on border policing and immigration, and to make the american military the most lethal globally to further american influence and imperialism. these are all things she admitted and made key parts of her campaign
online liberals: so you wanted trump to win? you’re a russian bot aren’t you. this is a psyop. election interference. you’re puritanical . [slur]
#election interference is when you acknowledge the things democrats say in campaigns#politics#election#honestly why is it crazy to say genocide is where we should maybe draw the line#that maybe if the progressive party is enabling a mass slaughter there might be a problem with what we consider progressive#idk maybe i’m the crazy one! maybe im just idealistic for saying the good guys shouldn’t be killing minorities en masse#unpopular take in the U.S. of A apparently#and i never even said don’t vote for her. i just said don’t vote for her to help palestine because you’re not#and the things people got angry at her criticizers for (myself included) is weirdly the stances she literally took on issues#both globally and domestically#why are you mad at me for acknowledging the thing she said?#should i be pretending she didn’t say it to protect her votes? like she chose to say it! she’s responsible for her actions and loss of votes#i’m sorry but that’s literally the whole point of elected officials. they do what you want or you don’t endorse them
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What was Inadu's purpose? She was this big hope meant to bring her parent's tribes together. They did all sort of rituals and blessings, it seems, and that resulted in her coming as some pure evil devil child out of the womb.
Why?
Does having or getting power turn witches crazy or something?
Why is that the default the writers always go to? Is it the power rush or their 'dark' desires get heightened or something similar to vampires. There is no explanation at all.
Qetsiyah, Dahlia, Eva, Bonnie... they were all wronged. I think the only one witch that didn't really have that until Elijah killed her was Celeste. But also, punishing them cough... cough... Bonnie... for choosing what they want to do and showing that agency. Even with Davina, her ancestors punished her cause she wanted to reach her goals, and she had to beg them to help her because... what? They could demand that from her? Those dead witches were bitter ass hell, I'll tell you that.
Back to Inadu, it's also unsettling how they white washed the werewolves in modern times. They were Native Americans, and the only thing we get for that is a NA girl as this evil witch who just destroys stuff and wants to be revered cause... why? It was never explained. Ansel, Klaus, etc. Shouldn’t they have been NA? Like, realistically? I understand how ancestry works, so I’m not discussing that, but to see none at all?
It reminds me of people claiming NA ancestry when they aren't for... reasons... because then Inadu's (yt) descendant(s) were the only ones to stop and kill her because Inadu was after Hope and wanted to be this revered being that was horny on death and destruction. It was one of the worst storylines, and it got dragged out until S5. The show should've stopped at S3 and be done with it because things just went downhill and the writers were clearly ot of ideas and just fucked up the established lore they set up in TVD (it started around when Silas cam back alive, which I have my qualms about).
#shouldn’t the werewolves have been majority Native American?#i understand how ancestry works#but if majority of the wolves look white or are white adjacent…#and the main ones we do see is depicted as some savage#that’s a problem#it’s gross#that’s why Plec and co love to use aesthetics of other cultures or people but slap a white face on it#same for the main witches in nola knowing the history of magic and voodoo and hoodoo#anti tvd#anti the originals#anti julie plec
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I’m not going to waste my time responding to the insane hate messages I’ve gotten for being critical of acotar and SJM. I’m just deleting them because they’re likely all from the same person who’s too scared to come off anon and they don’t deserve the attention, but I would like to point out the following:
No one, and I mean no one, is demonizing Feyre for discussing her trauma from her time in the cabin. That is not what’s happening here. People (myself included) are criticizing Feyre for her inability to acknowledge the fact that she wasn’t the only sister suffering in that cabin. People are criticizing Feyre for shifting all the blame that should be on Papa Archeron to her sisters who were also children at the time.
Like be so fucking for real with me.
#every week I get hate messages from stans#and it’s like#my brother in christ#just block me if I piss you off that much#it is not my fault that you are actively choosing to not read analytically and make inferences#like be for fucking real#Feyre is not a perfect protagonist and you shouldn’t want her to be perfect either#a perfect FMC/MMC with no flaws is a Mary Sue#enjoy the fact that Feyre has flaws my god#anti feyre#anti feyre archeron#pro nesta#acotar critical#anti acotar#sjm critical#anti sjm#feyre critical#the funny thing is I don’t even hate Feyre#I find her to be disappointing and frustrating and that’s about it#but apparently if you don’t WORSHIP the canon text that’s a problem and it makes you a hater#I mean#I am a hater lmao#but that’s not why
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Do you think Nicola Coughlan, a kindhearted and sweet woman who is very against body shaming in any capacity and the stigma against womens’ bodies, would be like…flattered and proud to see some of y’all body shaming and saying weird, gross, insulting things about the bodies of her female co-stars in order to compliment (and sometimes honestly seem to fetishize…) her? She’d be disgusted by that behavior! It goes against everything that beautiful woman stands for and speaks out against! She is so stunning and gorgeous and has an outstanding body that it’s super easy to say anything positive about her, I can think of about a hundred different compliments for her right now! She literally glows from the inside out, you don’t have to insult the other women in her life to lift her up! It feels backhanded and it’s just unnecessary and misogynistic and weird!
#obligatory no I don’t think ‘skinny shaming’ is as bad as fatphobia disclaimer#but like#you shouldn’t talk poorly about women’s bodies period#you shouldn’t comment on women’s bodies negatively no matter what!!!!!#you have no idea who is struggling with things like EDs body dysmorphia or physical health problems that affect weight and size#I don’t understand why that’s so hard to grasp
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@pyrotechnicarus was right, that tv can fucking glow.
#i saw the tv glow#isttvg#the set design dude#the world is just decaying around Owen as they’re dying from the inside out#everything starts losing color and we stop seeing Owen out in the bright sunlight#the only shot that’s there that’s nice and bright and wonderful is the one of maddys burial spot#the split second pause after the drive thru worker calls Owen sir#like it was just physically painful to hear and they needed a second#the fact they just start apologizing for having a breakdown but there’s still time and they shouldn’t be doing that#they phrase it as needing to become a man but really all they’re doing is killing themself slowly over time#i 100% read Maddy and Owen/Isabel and Tara as t4t love where one of them was ready to come out and move on with their life while the other#is too scared to ever change and is stuck in an endless loop of being something they’re not#Owen has the personality of wet grass but that’s the entire point#being too scared to ever be anything more than what is expected and just rotting over years and year and just hating yourself all the while#I love the part where Owen can’t verbalize why exactly their romantic attraction feels wrong#it’s wrong because they’re trans and can’t incision a life as Owen but can’t say out loud that it’s being perceived as a male in#a relationship that is the problem#the jab the dad makes about pink opaque being a girl’s show and how the dad is the one to drag Owen away from freedom in the tv#he’s holding Owen back but they’re so fucking scared to live as Isabel and are just stuck in a cycle of self loathing#but there’s still time#the reason Maddy/Tara doesn’t come back is because there is still time#but Owen has to be the one to commit to being Isabel and no one else is going to drag them into the dirt#it’s their choice alone and their inaction is a choice all on its own#no matter how much time passes as long as Owen is alive then there is still time to change but their inaction is slowly killing them#the fact they find the truth in their own chest dude that’s such a trans thing#where the fuck is my insurance card I’m calling my doctor to start t when the offices open#THERES STILL TIME MAN#THERES STILL TIME
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Man I love Omori and Steven Universe, on tge first watch/playthrough it’s all fun and games but on the second time around you see that foreshadowing is everywhere and it feels like being stabbed. No other piece of media does it like them.
#steven universe#omori#su#omori has an excellent plot twist that I feel bad talking about because there’s nothing like a blind playthrough#but steven universe I’m ok with discussing so uh#su spoilers#it’s not pink diamond I’m talking about it’s steven’s trauma#every time he gets hurt is another fracture line in future#every time he offers to help someone is another moment of anxiety later#and you’re powerless to stop him from hurting himself because it’s already done#the story is over#no matter how many times you rewatch again and again it will go down the same#steven will be an innocent little kid who just wants to help out the gems#only for episodes like the test to roll around and you see him taking on the role of family therapist when he’s literally just a kid#and empire city was once an episode of a kid bringing his two caretakers on vacation because he loves them and wants to spend time together#but now it’s an episode of a boy trying to fix problems he shouldn’t have to worry about because he Solves Problems#and it’s just…#he’s hurting himself and there’s nothing I can do#and there’s nothing the people around him would do anyway because he’s Steven and Steven Loves To Help#so why would they#and in the end#Steven gets hurt#and the story doesn’t change
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Why the fuck do I exist? Did God create me just to ruin others? I’m the cause of so much problems. If I didn’t fucking exist maybe things WOULD be better. Why the actual fuck did I do this. I’m a terrible fucking person. I wish I could just go to sleep & never wake up. Everything I fucking do ruins others. I ruin everything. Literally. How the fuck did I even get here? How am I still alive? Fear of death? Spite? I’m not sure. But I don’t want to be here anymore. I wish I could jump from the school rooftop & never look back. It’s so tempting. One day, I’ll try. Maybe by then I’ll have fixed all my mistakes.
#tw vent#vent post#tw vent post#tw sui ideation#tw sui talk#screams into the void#I hope this post gets 0 fucking notes#fucking scroll past this#i’m such a fucking mess#i shouldn’t be here#i wish i could fix all my problems#i should deactivate.#maybe.#i should deactivate this fucking account#maybe deactivate my FUCKING LIFE#…maybe taking a hiatus might help.#maybe. can’t be sure.#or maybe it’ll just make me spiral more#jesus i’m so fucking ready to die rn#i have fucking suicide notes#i just need to plan my death!! haha i’m so fucking idiotic#i already know i won’t do shit. why the fuck would i even plan it.#the only way out would be to (somehow) get on top of a tall building & jump#but guess what? there’s no tall buildings anywhere!!#haha….#im so fucking terrible.#i’m such a terrible fucking person. i shouldn’t be living the life i am.#i feel like shit#& i deserve to
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funny that all the people in my family who walk around in their “kill your local pedophile” and “shoot a rapist” shirts constantly say and do things that perpetuate rape culture
#They don’t give a fuck about the actual problem n shouldn’t be wearing that#They have these male savior complexes and think wearing those shirts makes them good people#but these r the same bitches that DEFENDED someone who molested me and said it was normal n that I was over reacting#Same people who preach about modesty to women and say they’re “uncomfortable” with teen/preteen girls in short shorts bc they can’t not loo#and it makes them feel bad#Like stfu#I’m gonna go fucking crazy one day if I keep having to hear this shit it’s so upsetting#My sister told me I have to just stop taking them serious but I can’t bc my 10 yr old brother is hearing this shit n internalizing it#my older brother heard this shit n that’s why he’s the way he is#they’re teaching this bs to kids so I have to take it serious and argue against them or the kids there won’t know any better#sorry for the rant but I’m so pissed off over this#screaming
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Where is this angry-at-everything-all-the-time-Jason. Between him and Bruce he’s the only one being reasonable.
#kelseethe#I doubt this person even understood what Jason gets angry about and why#but I’ll say this much#the problem with Jason isn’t that he’s enraged about the injustices that nobody has the balls to take care of.#that is exactly who he was at his core. since his robin days. that’s what he should slowly go back to#For how often the ‘did he push Garzonas??’ question circulates in this fandom people can’t seem to grasp the point of those events at all#the problem Jason had for a while now is that writers constantly have him forgive and try to reason with a man (his father)#who thinks his own flawed vision/beliefs are law.#he became someone who tries his best not to ‘disobey’ these baseless laws#and instead operates in accordance with them. he technically still is. he is nowhere near the Jason from post crisis#who can and will mentally spar with Bruce regarding all his hypocrisies and win#anybody who says Jason shouldn’t be angry just. doesn’t. GET it.#arrrrgh#I’m making like. The same rant post worded slightly differently 3 times a week#The Jason tag is the true irredeemable villain that should die#This will probably be my last I’m actually tired of talking about this
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#having a time again#I fucking hate rsd#I hate just feeling the overwhelming urge to go scorched earth and abandon everyone and everything I’ve ever known#I thought I had it under control and it got triggered again recently#and it leaves me fucking exhausted and regretting all my life decisions in the end#hate fucking relapsing#hate being unable to read people’s minds#being built fucking Wrong#and having people hate me for reasons I’m not even Aware of because I can’t pick up on it and no one just fucking Talks#no one just Says when they’re bothered they let it fester and then it’s My fault#I didn’t Completely burn this bridge yet but god I am staring at it with a lighter and gasoline in hand#all that’s stopping me is that what I’m about to burn meant and still does mean a lot to me but#I can’t keep fucking doing this#it always ends like this#it never fucking changes and I don’t know why I bother I should stay in my little hole Alone where no one can hurt me#and I can’t accidentally hurt anyone else#idk man#having a fucking time#and maybe I shouldn’t even be Talking about it here#becuase who cares it’s social media#but if I don’t spill my guts Somewhere then I’ll fucking explode and cut ties with Everyone in my life at a trigger’s notice#and I need to pour this out somewhere Else#so I Don’t do something I know is Bad#in a moment of fucking rsd anxiety panic attack#lays down under my rock and dies#becomes a mushroom#if I’m a mushroom I’ll have no more problems#the mushroom hive mind will understand me and I will understand the mushroom hive mind
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posting art of an nb oc and forgetting to post their pronouns and everyone going for the implied presented gender like oh brother
#reasons why i use she/they pronouns for myself cuz everyone conveniently avoids the they lol#but like I shouldn’t have to fully disclose this characters transness like sure they present femme will you not default to they/them unless#you see their top surgery scars or will you just default to he/him and make THAT assumption like grrrr idk artist problems
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